Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Today, the 26th.. :( imy..

To you.

Do you still remember the times when we are together ? We always went to school together & go home together. Do you remember that during valentine's day, you bought a $6 rose just to give me ? I'm so damn touched & happy! Do you remember we used to go out together for movie, lunch date or whatever outing ? Do you remember the times when i always go your house almost 1 week once or twice. Do you remember during chinese new year, after we both go pai nian, we go nex buy our couple rings and you came my house after that ? Do you remember, everyday after school, i always call you to slack at my house here for awhile than go up ? Do you remember that during the holidays, i always asked you to come my house and slack ? Do you know we got lots of memories together ? I really miss those times.. I really hope we can be like last time. :( Imissyou, i miss the past, i miss those times we are together. I miss those times that we always play, joke around. I love you, i love the way you are. I love the way when you talk/joke around. I love the way when you act funny as it makes me laugh. I really dont wanna/wish to give up on you. And the reason is because iloveyou alotalot & i dont wanna lose you.. Do you know that in our whole class, i dont like any guys but i just love you. I dont have those love feelings for others, only you i got this feeling. Up till now, my feelings for you still didnt changed. & i swear, my love for you is forever true. I swear, you'll always be the only guy that i loved forever. I swear, nobody else could replaced you in my heart because you're my one & only. You're my everything, without you in my life, my life is so meaningless. You really meant alot to me. Do you know, up till now, i still feel sad ? Can you feel the pain i'm having ? I admit, i'm not strong but i'm acting strong in front of you. Though you see me always laugh & like only crazy woman like that, but inside my heart, i'm sad.. Maybe you didnt notice. 没有你的日子我感到好痛苦.. Whenever i see you like moody or sian sian, my heart feels so upset. I just feel like asking you what happen. But i didnt.. Haish. How i wish i could fen dan all your fan nao with you.. Do you know that my love for you is true ? Do you know up till now, i still love you so deeply ? I know, whatever i've done is my fault.. I shouldnt have treat you like that.. I'm so sorry. I've regretted what i've done.. I promised i will change. And now, i'm trying my best to slowly change already. I hope you could give me a chance to let me proof to you that i've change.. :( Will you ?

TanBoonQiangRayson, iloveyou forever. ♥
Wo yong yuan ai ni, ai dao lao. ♥
Nothing gonna changed my love for you.


P.S: I wrote all my feelings to you . This is what i'm feeling right now . I'm not forcing you , but just hoping you could give me a chance :( ily.

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