To you.
Do you still remember the times when we are together ? We always went to school together & go home together. Do you remember that during valentine's day, you bought a $6 rose just to give me ? I'm so damn touched & happy! Do you remember we used to go out together for movie, lunch date or whatever outing ? Do you remember the times when i always go your house almost 1 week once or twice. Do you remember during chinese new year, after we both go pai nian, we go nex buy our couple rings and you came my house after that ? Do you remember, everyday after school, i always call you to slack at my house here for awhile than go up ? Do you remember that during the holidays, i always asked you to come my house and slack ? Do you know we got lots of memories together ? I really miss those times.. I really hope we can be like last time. :( Imissyou, i miss the past, i miss those times we are together. I miss those times that we always play, joke around. I love you, i love the way you are. I love the way when you talk/joke around. I love the way when you act funny as it makes me laugh. I really dont wanna/wish to give up on you. And the reason is because iloveyou alotalot & i dont wanna lose you.. Do you know that in our whole class, i dont like any guys but i just love you. I dont have those love feelings for others, only you i got this feeling. Up till now, my feelings for you still didnt changed. & i swear, my love for you is forever true. I swear, you'll always be the only guy that i loved forever. I swear, nobody else could replaced you in my heart because you're my one & only. You're my everything, without you in my life, my life is so meaningless. You really meant alot to me. Do you know, up till now, i still feel sad ? Can you feel the pain i'm having ? I admit, i'm not strong but i'm acting strong in front of you. Though you see me always laugh & like only crazy woman like that, but inside my heart, i'm sad.. Maybe you didnt notice. 没有你的日子我感到好痛苦.. Whenever i see you like moody or sian sian, my heart feels so upset. I just feel like asking you what happen. But i didnt.. Haish. How i wish i could fen dan all your fan nao with you.. Do you know that my love for you is true ? Do you know up till now, i still love you so deeply ? I know, whatever i've done is my fault.. I shouldnt have treat you like that.. I'm so sorry. I've regretted what i've done.. I promised i will change. And now, i'm trying my best to slowly change already. I hope you could give me a chance to let me proof to you that i've change.. :( Will you ?
TanBoonQiangRayson, iloveyou forever. ♥
Wo yong yuan ai ni, ai dao lao. ♥
Nothing gonna changed my love for you.
P.S: I wrote all my feelings to you . This is what i'm feeling right now . I'm not forcing you , but just hoping you could give me a chance :( ily.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Saranghaeyo means i love you ,
To you, rayson.
This few days I've been thinking alot of things . I realised alot of things. I realised that whenever I go out with you or what I will like give you blackface. I know I shouldn't like this treat you. I know I should have treat you with respect. I know that you will feel angry or don't like when ppl give blackface. Cos you will surely feel that also not i make you angry why give me blackface, right ? I know my attitude sucks too. I know that whenever you didnt give me attitude, I gavr you attitude. I know its my wrong that i should not treat you like that. I know I should treat you even better. I really hope that you can just trust me once more ok ? I promised that I will change means I will. Ya, I know I always say but never do it. But this time, its different. I said it, I mean it. So just trust me once more. And maybe you will like sent those text to me is because you don't want I suffer together with you? But I don't mind. Cos since the day I decided to be with you, I decided to suffer with you no matter what happens. Like what your mum said, no money? Eat kopitiam. Got money, jiu eat better food. I really don't mind, as long as you're with me I jiu xin man yi zhu le. Because I know my heart is love you de. And I know that in my heart there's only one guy consist inside my heart and the guy is you tanboonqiang rayson. There's no words could describe my love for you. Because I love you as much as you love me. My love for you is forever true. You'll never be replaced in my heart . Nobody could ever replaced you. As what i said before to you, your name had already carved inside my heart and it will not be erased.
TanBoonQiang Rayson, I love you forever !
Wo yong yuan ai ni yi ge ren ! (L)
This few days I've been thinking alot of things . I realised alot of things. I realised that whenever I go out with you or what I will like give you blackface. I know I shouldn't like this treat you. I know I should have treat you with respect. I know that you will feel angry or don't like when ppl give blackface. Cos you will surely feel that also not i make you angry why give me blackface, right ? I know my attitude sucks too. I know that whenever you didnt give me attitude, I gavr you attitude. I know its my wrong that i should not treat you like that. I know I should treat you even better. I really hope that you can just trust me once more ok ? I promised that I will change means I will. Ya, I know I always say but never do it. But this time, its different. I said it, I mean it. So just trust me once more. And maybe you will like sent those text to me is because you don't want I suffer together with you? But I don't mind. Cos since the day I decided to be with you, I decided to suffer with you no matter what happens. Like what your mum said, no money? Eat kopitiam. Got money, jiu eat better food. I really don't mind, as long as you're with me I jiu xin man yi zhu le. Because I know my heart is love you de. And I know that in my heart there's only one guy consist inside my heart and the guy is you tanboonqiang rayson. There's no words could describe my love for you. Because I love you as much as you love me. My love for you is forever true. You'll never be replaced in my heart . Nobody could ever replaced you. As what i said before to you, your name had already carved inside my heart and it will not be erased.
TanBoonQiang Rayson, I love you forever !
Wo yong yuan ai ni yi ge ren ! (L)
Friday, July 15, 2011
I love you , :(
To you, Rayson.
I shall post all my feelings here instead ?
I know that maybe you will feeling fade for me is because of my attitude all this ?
But, I promise you i'll change my attitude all this means i will. I'm willing to change just for you only, just that i need more time. And maybe, you think i did not change? But i'll try my best to change. But why you cant give more time ? I know my attitude sucks at times, but i'm willing to change just for you. 我对你的爱永远是真的. 因为我知道我是真的爱你的,我也不想失去你.. I just want to tell you, i really love you alot. Without you in my life, i really dont know what to do.. I felt so lost without you. You're my everything, you meant alot to me in my heart. Without you, my life is so meaningless.. Whenever i close my eyes, memories started to flashback. Remembering the first time that we met, the way you ask me for stead, the way you sweettalk to me, those times that we always went out together, those times we always go school together, those times we always go eat lunch/dinner together, those times that you always sent me home after school, those times that we always take bus to school, those times where we go movie together, those times we always held hands together, those times we hug together, those times we kiss together. Those memories that we had together i wont ever forget because those memories are too awesome that i cant even forget. Do you still remember what you told me ? You said before that you will love me forever, you said you wont leave me alone, you said you want me to be your laopo, you said when you got money you will buy 10caret ring and propose to me next time, you said that even one day i go crazy, you will still want me. Do you know that whatever words you said to me, i felt so touched ? Do you know that i still love you alot ? Do you know that you meant alot to me ? Do you know that you're my everything ? Do you know that, inside my heart you're the only guy i loved ? Do you know that you're my everything ? Do you know that, whatever things i do i always think of you first ? Maybe you didnt notice, but i know i did. Maybe you think that i didnt change at all ? But wei le you, i'm willing to change my attitude all this. I know sometimes i no mood and you ask me what happen i never tell you. But not because i dont want tell you is because i dont know how to tell you . I'm sorry that sometimes i did give you my attitude, but do you know that, i felt upset too when i gave you attitude ? Maybe you didnt know, because i kept everything inside my heart. I know, maybe is because of this than your feelings towards me have fade. But, can you just trust me one more time and give me a chance ? I promise you i'll changed . I'll change just for you. If i dont love you anymore , i wouldn't have cried so badly because of you already. Is because i still love you alot and thats why i will cried so badly. Maybe is because i dont know how to express out my love towards you so thats why you cant feel my love. But, say seriously, i really fang bu xia you & this relationship.. I really love you alot. Though ya, i is used mouth to say that i love you and not actions but one day i will proof to you that my love for you is forever true. Lastly, i just want to tell you, i really still love you alot. No matter what happens, nothing gonna change my love for you. You'll forever will not be replaced by other guys in my heart. Because you're the only guy i loved and you're the only guy which makes me feel what is true love. No other guy can make me feel that only you. And i can say, being with you, i really felt secured. I promise you, no matter what happens, i will not leave you alone. I will always be by your side. Whatever things i promise you before, i wont ever forget. All i can say is this. Haish.
Ily. :(
I shall post all my feelings here instead ?
I know that maybe you will feeling fade for me is because of my attitude all this ?
But, I promise you i'll change my attitude all this means i will. I'm willing to change just for you only, just that i need more time. And maybe, you think i did not change? But i'll try my best to change. But why you cant give more time ? I know my attitude sucks at times, but i'm willing to change just for you. 我对你的爱永远是真的. 因为我知道我是真的爱你的,我也不想失去你.. I just want to tell you, i really love you alot. Without you in my life, i really dont know what to do.. I felt so lost without you. You're my everything, you meant alot to me in my heart. Without you, my life is so meaningless.. Whenever i close my eyes, memories started to flashback. Remembering the first time that we met, the way you ask me for stead, the way you sweettalk to me, those times that we always went out together, those times we always go school together, those times we always go eat lunch/dinner together, those times that you always sent me home after school, those times that we always take bus to school, those times where we go movie together, those times we always held hands together, those times we hug together, those times we kiss together. Those memories that we had together i wont ever forget because those memories are too awesome that i cant even forget. Do you still remember what you told me ? You said before that you will love me forever, you said you wont leave me alone, you said you want me to be your laopo, you said when you got money you will buy 10caret ring and propose to me next time, you said that even one day i go crazy, you will still want me. Do you know that whatever words you said to me, i felt so touched ? Do you know that i still love you alot ? Do you know that you meant alot to me ? Do you know that you're my everything ? Do you know that, inside my heart you're the only guy i loved ? Do you know that you're my everything ? Do you know that, whatever things i do i always think of you first ? Maybe you didnt notice, but i know i did. Maybe you think that i didnt change at all ? But wei le you, i'm willing to change my attitude all this. I know sometimes i no mood and you ask me what happen i never tell you. But not because i dont want tell you is because i dont know how to tell you . I'm sorry that sometimes i did give you my attitude, but do you know that, i felt upset too when i gave you attitude ? Maybe you didnt know, because i kept everything inside my heart. I know, maybe is because of this than your feelings towards me have fade. But, can you just trust me one more time and give me a chance ? I promise you i'll changed . I'll change just for you. If i dont love you anymore , i wouldn't have cried so badly because of you already. Is because i still love you alot and thats why i will cried so badly. Maybe is because i dont know how to express out my love towards you so thats why you cant feel my love. But, say seriously, i really fang bu xia you & this relationship.. I really love you alot. Though ya, i is used mouth to say that i love you and not actions but one day i will proof to you that my love for you is forever true. Lastly, i just want to tell you, i really still love you alot. No matter what happens, nothing gonna change my love for you. You'll forever will not be replaced by other guys in my heart. Because you're the only guy i loved and you're the only guy which makes me feel what is true love. No other guy can make me feel that only you. And i can say, being with you, i really felt secured. I promise you, no matter what happens, i will not leave you alone. I will always be by your side. Whatever things i promise you before, i wont ever forget. All i can say is this. Haish.
Ily. :(
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Forever yours ,
Happy Birthday To My Dearest KohYiLin ♥
May all your wishes come true && stay happy and pretty always~
Loveya ♥
May all your wishes come true && stay happy and pretty always~
Loveya ♥
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Rayson TBQ's , forever my luv ♥
I'm back to update my blog. (: Sorry for not blogging so often.
Yupps , my holidays are pretty okay ? Met bibi like almost everytime ♥ !
I miss the fun during my chalet with my girls, bibi & justin. Hahh . (:
If there were a time machine , how good will it be ? Because i want to
rewind back where i've fun during the chalet ! Hahh , but it is I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E !
Well , school is starting soon and my timetable is very the "nice" on mon & wed.
Hopefully , the new modules wont be as hard as java . Okay lah~ Lazy to post le.
So bye~
ILOVEYOU , MY DEAREST , TANBOONQIANG RAYSON! ♥
19more days to our 6monthsary! ♥
Hoping we will last forever, and i hope it will. (:
Yupps , my holidays are pretty okay ? Met bibi like almost everytime ♥ !
I miss the fun during my chalet with my girls, bibi & justin. Hahh . (:
If there were a time machine , how good will it be ? Because i want to
rewind back where i've fun during the chalet ! Hahh , but it is I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E !
Well , school is starting soon and my timetable is very the "nice" on mon & wed.
Hopefully , the new modules wont be as hard as java . Okay lah~ Lazy to post le.
So bye~
ILOVEYOU , MY DEAREST , TANBOONQIANG RAYSON! ♥
19more days to our 6monthsary! ♥
Hoping we will last forever, and i hope it will. (:
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Our sweet & lovely memories together , ♥.♥
To my Dearest Bibi ♥ ,
Bi, remember the first day when i came to school, when teacher introduce me to everyone, you're like so friendly & crazy that you kept saying hello to me. HAHA. You make feel like laughing. I remembered that i went to the toilet with elsie after that when i came out, hongde came and ask me for my number and he said that his friend which is you wants my number. And in the first place, i dont even know if i want to give anot and i kept walking and walking. In the end, i gave you. And you started texted me after that. Hahas. And i dont know why, whenever i see you came in the class, my heart will start beating even faster than my normal heartbeat. As time goes by, on the 25th jan, you asked me for stead ? And i dont know if i should accept you as my bf anot cos i still dont know you well. But, on the 260111, 5.38pm, i officially accepted you as my boyf. And the reason why i accept you is because, from the way i see, i know that you're a nice, caring & sweet person. The first time that we went out together with me & my friends, i felt shy and i dont know what to talk to you. Until around night when we went to uncle ringo than i started talking to you and held your hands. You sent me home after that. And as time goes by, we became closer & closer already. We went out together, movie together, shopping together, fishing together, lunch/dinner together. We even hug, kiss & held hand together. I really feel happy, blessed & lucky to have such a nice, sweet, loving & caring boyf like you. I felt secured whenever i'm with you. When i'm out with you, you will sent me home without fail, when i bought things you will help me carry it & whenever i get hurt or something, you will feel very jing zhang. You know something, from the day i'm together with you, i felt that i'm the most xin fu de girl in the world. You make me fall in love with you even deeper and deeper each day. Nothing's Gonna change my love for you. You're my one & only one. Nobody could ever replaced you in my heart. Because you're irreplacable in my heart. I promise & i swear that i will love you with all my heart & soul. I promise & i swear that i wont leave you. I promise & i swear that i will always be by your side when you need me or when you dont need me, i will still be by your side. When you feel moody or what, i will try my best to cheer you up. I promise & i swear that i will smile every single day and you too also kays. I promise & i swear i wont cry no matter what happens and you too also kays. Whatever things you do or want to do, i will always be there to support you. Bibi , you're my everything to me. Without you, i dont even know how to carry on with my life. Its you who changed my life completely. Inside my heart, nothing means more important than you. You're the most important person in my heart.
Bibi , ILOVEYOU ! ♥
Woaini ! ♥
23more days to 6th Monthsary! ♥ ♥ ♥
Bi, remember the first day when i came to school, when teacher introduce me to everyone, you're like so friendly & crazy that you kept saying hello to me. HAHA. You make feel like laughing. I remembered that i went to the toilet with elsie after that when i came out, hongde came and ask me for my number and he said that his friend which is you wants my number. And in the first place, i dont even know if i want to give anot and i kept walking and walking. In the end, i gave you. And you started texted me after that. Hahas. And i dont know why, whenever i see you came in the class, my heart will start beating even faster than my normal heartbeat. As time goes by, on the 25th jan, you asked me for stead ? And i dont know if i should accept you as my bf anot cos i still dont know you well. But, on the 260111, 5.38pm, i officially accepted you as my boyf. And the reason why i accept you is because, from the way i see, i know that you're a nice, caring & sweet person. The first time that we went out together with me & my friends, i felt shy and i dont know what to talk to you. Until around night when we went to uncle ringo than i started talking to you and held your hands. You sent me home after that. And as time goes by, we became closer & closer already. We went out together, movie together, shopping together, fishing together, lunch/dinner together. We even hug, kiss & held hand together. I really feel happy, blessed & lucky to have such a nice, sweet, loving & caring boyf like you. I felt secured whenever i'm with you. When i'm out with you, you will sent me home without fail, when i bought things you will help me carry it & whenever i get hurt or something, you will feel very jing zhang. You know something, from the day i'm together with you, i felt that i'm the most xin fu de girl in the world. You make me fall in love with you even deeper and deeper each day. Nothing's Gonna change my love for you. You're my one & only one. Nobody could ever replaced you in my heart. Because you're irreplacable in my heart. I promise & i swear that i will love you with all my heart & soul. I promise & i swear that i wont leave you. I promise & i swear that i will always be by your side when you need me or when you dont need me, i will still be by your side. When you feel moody or what, i will try my best to cheer you up. I promise & i swear that i will smile every single day and you too also kays. I promise & i swear i wont cry no matter what happens and you too also kays. Whatever things you do or want to do, i will always be there to support you. Bibi , you're my everything to me. Without you, i dont even know how to carry on with my life. Its you who changed my life completely. Inside my heart, nothing means more important than you. You're the most important person in my heart.
Bibi , ILOVEYOU ! ♥
Woaini ! ♥
23more days to 6th Monthsary! ♥ ♥ ♥
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