Always & forever ; 12ths

Marshal, do you still rmb that how we 1st met each other ?
We met each other through internet. When we first know each other, we
always chat on msn happily. As time goes by, we didnt contact
each other for a period of time. Idk why. But around last year,
we contact each other again. And you told me that you like a girl.
But the girl dont like you ? Idk. But what i know is that we have
known each other for like 2years 8months alr. And as time goes by,
you msg me telling me that you have love feelings for me. I was shocked
by your msg. But at that time i still havent broke up with my ex. And
around end of dec, i broke up with him. And on the 12th, 5.15pm i accepted
you as my boyf. We were together happily. Always talking craps and joke together.
But long le, idk is it i think too much or what ? I felt that your attitude
towards me is changing colder and colder to me. And on the 23rd of july, i broke
up with you. And you want to know the reason why ? It's because of your attitude.
You told me you will changed. But i didnt see any changes in you. That i can
understand cos not everybody can change their own attitude. But no matter what i
belive you can do it. Sometimes you are fustrated about somethings, but i'm
always there for you. Whenever you have problems in everything you do, i'm the one
who is always there for you. I think you should know that. Now, what i really
hope is that you can promise me to take good care of me, dote me, love me, care
me, give me the security that no other guys can do, be there for me when i need
you, cheered me up when i'm feeling down & lastly if i cry, you will lend me your
shoulder. Will you promise me ? Haish.. I dont even know if you still love me ?
But what i know is that , my heart is telling me that i love you. I really hope
we could patch back. But i dont want to force you, if you have no feelings for
me le just tell me. I wont blame you for that. Because i dont want to have a
unhappy r/s with you. Lastly , i love you woaini <3