23rd july is the day i'm no longer yours ,

M, i still miss you do you know that ?
Since the day you called me, every of our memories flashback..
Nothing seem to make me forget you totally. I told my friend
that actually i didnt think of you alr and i know that i myself
cant do it. Sigh.. Ya, i never think of you but i never said i
forget you. I cant forget you! How How How! ):
I seriously hope everything will be back like last time but i
think its impossible alr bahs. Sigh!


I hope there will be a medicine called forget medicine
so i can forget about you. Sigh!

whatever it is nothing gonna the facts ,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RUFENG ! :D
May all your wishes come true !

Today sch nothing much just study only.
kbye.

imy alot

A happy day for me ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESUNG OPPA !
SARANGHAEYO ! (L) *insert millions of hearts*


just now you called me.. I was happy but I feel like
crying and idk why. Th memories just suddenly flash
back.. sigh! Imy alot..

I'm just nothing to you ,

Hellos i'm back to update my blog!
Today sch as usual. Unnie never come sch.
So as usual assemble, flag raising and etc..
After that went back class. It was eng.
So did eng tys and go through the ans.
After eng was pe. Didnt play.
Recess next.
After recess was cpa, went cpa lab.
Continued practical. Than dont know why
suddenly cant save at work space! So no
choice save at D drive. After cpa, was sci.
2hrs of sci somemore! Hmm go through sci tys.
*Some boliao ppl keep laughing at me cos i not enough high
to write at the whiteboard ? Wtf. So lame sia.Laugh!*
After 2hrs of sci, hsh! :D

Ytd took back sci paper 1 & 2.
Surprisingly i passed ! (Y)
Paper 1 : 24/40
Paper 2 : 31/60
Total: 55/100 :)
Woohooo ! Damn happy manzxzx!
So now i only failed one subject which is math! Fuck this shit.
But nvm, i shall learn from my mistakes and workhard on it. (:
Tmr i'm going out slack with my sisters & some of my classmates ? (Y)
ok, gtg do my homework now byes~

♥ ,

Today sch as usual. Met sist in sch.
Than assemble and so on.
After that went back class.
It was eng so we had our listening compre.
Scored 9/20. After eng, it was math.
Did a mock test till 10 and off to recess.
After recess was math again. So go through
the mock test. Many questions were wrong. wtf.
Than Mother Tongue next, did workbook.
After mother tongue was cpa. Took back theory.
Surprisingly i passed ! :D Got 29/50. Though
it was quite lousy but compared to midyear i
improved yeahs. After cpa stayed at sch for
30mins for the teacher's day video. Haha.
After th video, hsh.


Tmr getting back science paper 1 & 2.
Hopefully i will pass this both papers!

till now, i've not move on yet. imy :(

video ,

Love this song ! :D

what comes around goes around ,

Hellos! Here to update my blog .
Today sch was back to normal.
1st period is cpa. Took back cpa practical.
Recess next.
2nd period is eng. Took back eng paper 1 & 2.
Go through th paper and count the marks.
3rd period is math. Took back math paper 2.
Same thing go through paper and count the marks.
Last period is mother tongue. Took back paper.
Go through and count marks than do listening compre.
After that hsh.

Eng paper 1 : 44/80
Eng paper 2 : 37half / 60
Total: 81half / 140.

Math paper 2 : 11/50

Mother tongue paper : 14/20
Listening compre : 14/30
Oral : 35/50
Total: 63/100.

Cpa practical : 25/50

Hopefully I can score well for my other subjects!

Is everything with you just memories or dream ? haish..

Hellos i'm back to post.
Prelims had already ended today like finally.
Monday was Mother Tongue and i think i will fail this paper or just pass.
Tuesday was English paper 1 and 2. I think i mayb will pass ? idk.
Wednesday was math paper 1. The paper was quite okok luh. Some question
correct working but wrong ans lol.
Thursday was math paper 2 and sci paper 1. Math paper 2 was abit hard.
But overall still can do abit. Hopefully will get a good grade for maths.
Sci paper 1 was still okay. Managed to do. Hopefully my sci paper 1 will pass.
Friday, no exam cos celebrate national day.

11/08
Had cpa practical. Was quite hard. Not all i managed to do. I kept ask teacher
for help lol.
12/08
Had cpa theory. Managed to do. But some question might be wrong ?
13/08
Had sci paper 2. Some question i dont understand the meaning. But overall
still managed to do. Hopefully my paper 2 will pass too.

* PrayHard * That i will pass all my subjects !


Haish.. Today is the 3rd day that i didnt contact you alr.
Will i really forget you ? Idk.. But i think as time goes by
i will slowly forget you.. Is this the way you want me to treat you ?
You told me to find other guys better than you, do you know it hurts me
alot alot ? Everyday just to tell myself dont think of you but yet i still
did it. Haish! Do you know that waiting for a person too long will be tired ?
Though my friend told me if i really love you i will still wait for your ans
no matter how long but now haish.. idk.. But i guess i'm slowly giving you up..
If we both had fate, no matter what or how long you will still contact me.
But haish.. Think its time for me to let you go and find your own happiness bah..
But i can say i cant do it ! Hope you will rmb all the memories that we once
had :') Everyday i'm waiting for your ans.. I even posted all my feelings at my blog.
But did you bothered to read it ? Idk.. I just want a happy life with you
and no one else. But you makes me feel that i have to give you up.
And i can know that your msg you always reply me is showing me that you alr had
no feelings for me le bahs..
While i'm writing this post my tears are slowly dropping.. Well, i
just hope you will find your own happiness. Gd luck & Takecares :') If you had
any probs, i'm just 8 numbers away. You can give me a call or msg me.
Lastly i want to tell you i love you , wo ai ni <3 for the last time.

To Marshal: Hope you will read this post.

1more day...

M. Makes me love you so much.
A. Always by my side.
R. Ring me up on the phone to chat with me.
S. Say iloveyou to me.
H. Helps me with my sch work.
A. Always there to make me smile.
L. Love to say me cute and chubby.

MARSHAL ONG SHAO WEI ; 我 爱 你 , i love you !
Nobody loves you more than i do. You're my one & only love.
I seriously made a wrong choice with breaking up with you.
I'm sorry if i've hurt you. Though i told you before that our promises will not be
broken but in the end its broken. I know you hurts alot. But i'm sorry.
Through all those days i've been thinking, why? why am i so stupid to break up with
you as i so love you ? I also dont know the reason why. I told you is because our
character not match is not actually my xin li hua. But the fact is that, iloveyou
alot and i cant really bear to let you go. If time is able to turn back, i will
cherish you and never let you go again. If one day, the Earth stop turning i will
want to tell you iloveyou forever. If there's a chance for me, i will hold your
hand and walk down the love story together with you forever. But i guess
everything is too late.. Haish. What i can say now is ;

i love you &
Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You! (L)

2more days to 12th's ..

Hellos! I'm back to post :D
Just now went kbox with my sisters !
First went to take lrt and drop at compassvale station
to find my sisters than tgt we bus down to ehub.
Reached, we straight away went to kbox :) hahahs.
We sang damn lots of songs lah . We sang ; bingeul bingeul,
man man hani, run devil run, shock, bad girl, wanna, lupin,
heartbeat, mr, bang , bonamana, sorry sorry, its you,
lin jj de songs and many more songs ! We sang till siao!
Plus gt one guy keep looking at me -.- don't know wtf he
looking sia. Knn. Around 4.30 left kbox and went toilet.
After toilet, went to bbq chicken there and had our dinner.
We heard th jaypark de nothin on you de song ! Omg !
After eating pei unnie go buy sweet jiu go take bus le.
Afrer that hsh.
Today had a great day with my 2sisters ! :)
Before n level we going kbox again.


2more days is th 12ths .. I just want to tell you that ily and imy!
I don't wanna you to leave me :( imy a lot !
Can we be tgt again ? Haish :(
Lastly I never ever forget the memories we made !
I love you

Forever i will love you ,

I will be waiting for you no matter how long.
I LOVE YOU MARSHAL ONG SHAO WEI <3

Always & forever ; 12ths

Marshal, do you still rmb that how we 1st met each other ?
We met each other through internet. When we first know each other, we
always chat on msn happily. As time goes by, we didnt contact
each other for a period of time. Idk why. But around last year,
we contact each other again. And you told me that you like a girl.
But the girl dont like you ? Idk. But what i know is that we have
known each other for like 2years 8months alr. And as time goes by,
you msg me telling me that you have love feelings for me. I was shocked
by your msg. But at that time i still havent broke up with my ex. And
around end of dec, i broke up with him. And on the 12th, 5.15pm i accepted
you as my boyf. We were together happily. Always talking craps and joke together.
But long le, idk is it i think too much or what ? I felt that your attitude
towards me is changing colder and colder to me. And on the 23rd of july, i broke
up with you. And you want to know the reason why ? It's because of your attitude.
You told me you will changed. But i didnt see any changes in you. That i can
understand cos not everybody can change their own attitude. But no matter what i
belive you can do it. Sometimes you are fustrated about somethings, but i'm
always there for you. Whenever you have problems in everything you do, i'm the one
who is always there for you. I think you should know that. Now, what i really
hope is that you can promise me to take good care of me, dote me, love me, care
me, give me the security that no other guys can do, be there for me when i need
you, cheered me up when i'm feeling down & lastly if i cry, you will lend me your
shoulder. Will you promise me ? Haish.. I dont even know if you still love me ?
But what i know is that , my heart is telling me that i love you. I really hope
we could patch back. But i dont want to force you, if you have no feelings for
me le just tell me. I wont blame you for that. Because i dont want to have a
unhappy r/s with you. Lastly , i love you woaini <3

Not forgetting this date ; 12th's ,

I MISS YOU BADLY :(
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN !
I MISS YOU CALLING ME BABY, I MISS TALKING ON PHONE WITH YOU,
I MISS HOLDING YOUR HANDS, I MISS YOUR FACE, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU !
I THOUGHT I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU , BUT I WAS WRONG.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST I WANT TO SAY THAT ;
I STILL LOVE YOU MARSHAL ONG SHAO WEI ! (L)
ALWAYS THINKING BACK THE MEMORIES MAKE ME WANNA CRY..
YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY GUY THAT I LOVE FOR NOW AND FOREVER.
SERIOUSLY NO GUY THAT WILL MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE SO DEEPLY LIKE YOU DO.
NOW WHAT I ONLY WISH IS THAT YOU CAN BE BY MY SIDE FOR NOW AND FOREVER.
I JUST HOPE THAT YOU WILL REALLY DOTE ME, CARE ME, LOVE ME, GIVE ME SECURITY,
CHEER ME UP WHENEVER I'M FEELING DOWN, WHEN I CRY YOU WILL LEND ME YOUR
SHOULDER. JUST ALL THIS AND I'M CONTENTED ALR. I DONT ASK FOR MUCH.
AND I'M REALLY SORRY IF I HAD BROKE OUR PROMISES BUT I DONT MEANT IT. I HOPE
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. THOUGH YOU TOLD ME TO FIND OTHER GUYS BETTER THAN YOU
BUT I DONT WANT COS WHAT I KNOW IS THAT I LOVE YOU !

I NEED YOU ! WO XU YAO NI !
I LOVE YOU ! WO AI NI !
I MISS YOU ! WO XIANG NI !



This song is especially for you, Marshal. iloveyou.

i miss you , 12th

12th, I just want to tell you that i cant forget you!
No matter what thing i do, you're always on my mind.
No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget you.
Sometimes I told myself don't always contact you le but
I did contact you. I guess I really need you in my life.
Without you, my life is not bright up with your jokes, msg
and your actions.. Everyday just to hope to received
at least one of your msg. But sad is you didnt :(
I just want to tell you that, ily!
i love you is because you are funny, cute & silly!
Being tgt with you will make my day bright up!
Your jokes, your msg, your actions always make me laugh like mad. Haha
No matter how you looks like i dont mind cos what i know is ily.
Though your attitude abit bad but i still loveyou.
I miss those times with you. I miss those memories we had.
Though our memories will be kind of less but still it's so unforgettable!
I just want to know a ans from you, Do you still love me ?
With the ans, i will know what to do alr.
Pls give me a ans, will you ? Last but not least i want to say,

i still love you !