Dear, you. (I think you should know who you are.)
I feel very very very upset, do you know ?
Do you want to know the reason why i'm sad ?
Is because, i saw something which i'm not supposed to see.
You said that you loved the girl on first sight. Than why ?
Why bother to patch with me when you dont even love me ?
Do you know that, in a relationship, if there's no feelings,
there will not be any happiness. Although i know, i aint a
perfect girl to you. But, i'm trying to be one. Though,
sometimes you're moody and yet i dont know how to cheer you up.
I know i'm useless. I cant do such a simple job as a girlfriend.
But, do you even know, you moody, i will feel even more moody.
Sometimes, i really want to know that do you really love me ?
Or just, toying my feelings ? I really want to know the honest
answer from you. But, what i can say is, i never ever will toy
your feelings. I truly loved you. I never once thought of leaving
your side. Because, i know, the day when i accepted you, i will
always be there by your side during rain or shine and never leave
you. Am i really such a useless girlfriend to you ? Can you please
tell me.. I really need a answer from you. :( I dont want to carry
on loving onto someone who dont even love me but together with me
just because dont wanna see me sad. I want you to be with me is
because you really truly love me. I really love you. Do you know
because of you, i done alot of things for you. None of my ex can
make me did that, and you are the only one. Whom i can trust, love,
care & done things just for you. I'm so sorry that i have to post it
here. Because, once i face you i really dont know how to kai kou.
I hope when you read it, you will understand my feelings.
Last but not least, dont think too much & anyhow think after you have
read this.
Sincerly, Me.
